Dear Readers

Dear Readers


                My name is Raine. I plan to use this blog as a diary. I will share my thoughts and struggles with all of you. I will be sharing my story and documenting the journey of bettering myself. This blog is going to be full of posts that are my personal opinion. I hope to inspire others just by being honest and sharing my story. I want to share not just my struggles but my hopes and dreams as well. I will also have posts that are not ‘diary’ posts, but they will be aimed more at sharing things I enjoy. The decision to start this blog was very sudden as I decided I wanted to change my life. I have struggled with things for so long and now that I am finally taking charge. I felt that it was time to put everything out in the open, let go of the past and make changes for me.

                The journey I am about to begin will be extremely difficult, but I am ready to fight for what I want. I hope that as you read through my posts and follow me on this journey, you will find inspiration in something I share. No matter how small it may be. Thank you for reading and accompanying me on this journey.

~ Love Raine

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